My baby is 10!

Happy 10th Birthday Jack!

These are some of my favorite pictures of Jack growing up. He is such a funny kid and I am blessed to be his mom :)!

10 years ago today I held my first baby in my arms. He was so amazing and HUGE...Jack was 10 1/2 pounds at birth and had to be dragged out with forceps. 10 years ago right now (10:30 pm) I was laying in my hospital bed crying because my new baby was in the NICU hooked up to an IV due to very low blood sugar. Jack was born at 3:06 pm and by 4:30 pm he was taken to the NICU because his blood sugar was registering at 15....it has to be above 40 or 50. I made Jared go with him because I was still getting cleaned up. I made him promise not to leave his side, no matter what. The nurses told us that Jack would be there for a couple hours at the most until they got his blood sugar back to normal and he would be with us in our room just like we planned. When I finally got cleaned up and made my way up another floor and down some loooonnnng hallways I saw my not so little baby in a plastic house hooked up to moniters and iv's. He was sleeping peacefully. I wanted to open the top and hold him (I had only held him for about 45 minutes before he was taken to NICU), but the nurse told me I couldn't because his body temp would fall and then his blood sugar would fall more. I asked when he would be brought up to our room and she LAUGHED and said they were hoping he would get to come home with us when we left in a couple days. I couldn't believe it! I was devestated. I wasn't prepared for this part of a new baby. I had prepared myself for a possible c-section or the need for an epidural, but I was not prepared for this. I wanted my son to be in my arms, to meet his grandparents and all our family and friends. Instead, I had to leave him there and the few family and friends that did come up to the hospital I had to greet with empty arms. I spent as much time as I could in the NICU before I HAD to go and lay down. The day I was being discharged from the hospital we prayed Jack would be allowed to go with us. We sat in the NICU after I was all checked out and waited for the final test. If his blood sugar level was above 40 (or 50...I can't remember) he could leave. The 3 hours before that they started checking his levels with no IV running and he started in the 70's. By the time they took the last blood test it was 3 points above what they wanted and they released him. They didn't seem to care that every blood test taken, his level was dropping. I trusted them and we were OUT OF THERE! I finally had my baby in my arms and I wasn't letting him go. We stopped briefly at Yaya & Papa's so they could finally hold their 1st grandson and then we headed home to bed.

It was wonderful and Jack was fine. We had to take him to see his Dr. the next day but that was completely uneventful...they didn't even take his blood sugar levels. So, that is the short story of Jack's crazy birth. I am so amazed and blessed by Jack's giving attitude. He LOVES his little sisters so much and wants more (preferably brothers)...the jury is still out on that. I love his smile and his laugh. I love watching him play with Grace and Kate and all of his friends. I love how much he loves God. I can't believe 10 years has past this quickly and I pray the next 10 years will go slowly...I know it won't but I can hope.

This year, Jack is saving all his money for a hunting gun. I asked what he is going to save for after he has his gun and he said, "I will keep a couple dollars out when I get some money, but most of it I am saving for a car." Then he told me he can start driving with us in 5 years and he really wants a car and he figured he can save enough for one if he starts now. I wish I was that smart! I think at 10 I was saving money for Barbies....cars weren't even part of my thought process yet. So, tonight as I tucked in and kissed my 10 year old goodnight I prayed that he would continue to make good choices, stay sweet and most of all love God more everyday. I will close tonight with my favorite Jack story (I have many....)

Jack was 3. We were driving somewhere and he said:

Jack: "I want to have a restaurant in our backyard for homeless people"

Me: "What do you mean bud?"

Jack: "I want people that don't have a home to be able to come to my restaurant and order food. They never get to choose what they eat, so I will make a menu"

Me: "what food is on your menu?"

Jack: "Robin Noodles, Hotdogs, Chicken Nuggets and French Fries"

Ok....I don't even know how he knew about homeless people at 3 years old, but he knew there were people without houses and he knew they didn't get to choose their own food. That is the giving heart I was talking about.

Ok....One more story to show he isn't all perfect!

Jack again at age 3 (he was a funny kid)

Jack: "Mom, when I grow up I am going to have my house in your backyard so I can have breakfast with you everyday."

Me: "What about your wife?"

Jack:"She can make her own breakfast"

His wife is going to hate me unless we can convince him to have breakfast with her too :).

Happy Birthday Budder and thank you for making me a mom!

WOW....I'm Baaaaackkkkk....

So I left off with Week 5 of training. That was like 3 years ago right? I made it to and through Week 7 (run 25 minutes without walking)...and then the van broke. We have been using only one vehicle to do everything while we save up the cash to buy another "new" van or SUV (Jared's request....please no more Man-Van for him). So, that last sentence says alot...
1) One Vehicle= no time for the gym to do training. I like to work out in the morning right after the big kids go to school so I can get the rest of my stuff (read: laundry, dishes, laundry) done before lunch. We are either working in the morning or Jared is at his other clinic the opposite mornings with the one working vehicle.
2)Saving up Cash....we have not charged anything on our credit cards for over a year now. We are sticking to Dave Ramsey's plan of becoming debt free....that is quite a task in our situation. We will go without another vehicle until we have the cash in hand.
3)Saving....Jared and I are creatures of instant gratification. This is how we got into the above mentioned debt (that and Chiropractic college). We have forced ourselves this past year to stop and think before impulse buying. In the past couple weeks we have had my computer die (for good this time...Jared threw it on the ground...another story), my camera start taking pictures upside down (no I was not holding it upside down) and Jack needed a new bed so Kate could have the bottom bunk in Grace's room. We were all ready to go out and buy a new computer but God stopped us by allowing someone to buy the Apple computer that was on sale just as we were deciding to buy it. Then, we decided I would use the kids computer and instead of buying a new camera (that started working again after I took the battery out for awhile) we were able to get Photoshop Elements 8.0. And the bed.....I mentioned to a VERY good friend that we were going to start saving up to buy a new bed so Jack could have our bed and she mentioned they had a King size bed they weren't using and we could have it! WOW...God knows our desires! So, all the things we wanted to buy would have cost us $2000 easily BUT we spent $150 total. Amazing.
4)The Man-Van: We need to start looking at prices on vehicles that can tow, hold the entire family, has 4WD and ISN'T a Man-Van...SUV's here we come....when we have the cash :).

So, I have been stuck at week 7 and am really hoping I can jump back in without losing too much ground. I signed up for a 5K in 3 weeks...or is it 2 weeks now...YIKES! I am going to have to start going to the gym at times I don't like to go to the gym.

That is my return to blog post....I will definetly be back tomorrow because it is a certain kids double-digit birthday that I can't wait to write about!

Week 5: Day 3 and Week 6: Day 1

I was SO dreading Week 5 Day 3 since I started the program. When I read jog 20 min/2 miles I started sweating. When I trained for the tri last year the furthest I ran without walking was 20 minutes or 2 miles. It was rough and I apologize to anyone in the gym that day that had to witness it! I got to the gym after dropping the kids off at school and tried to think of any real excuse NOT to be there...I couldn't find one. So, I hopped on a machine and started the 5 minute warm up walk. The whole 5 minutes I was telling myself "I can do this, I can do this" and at the same time saying "WHY am I doing this?" Then I started jogging. About minute 6 I was worried that I wouldn't be able to do a full 20 minutes without walking but I kept going and told myself to just get to 10 minutes, then 15 minutes and then 17 minutes and then it was just 3 more minutes and I was done! I DID IT! It felt so good to step off that machine knowing that if I HAD to I could jog 2 miles.
Monday (2/8) I went into the gym with confidence that I could definetly do todays workout. Heck, I had just jogged 20 minutes and didn't fall over. Todays workout was 5 min warm up walk, then jog 5 minutes, walk 3 min, jog 8 min, walk 3 min, jog 5 min. EASY, right? NOPE...I couldn't believe how my calves felt after the 5 min jog. The entire time I was jogging I was amazed at how hard it was. What the heck? The entire day my knee's hurt walking up and down the stairs...hoping they feel better tomorrow. Not looking forward to Day 2 (jog 10, walk ?, jog 10) and REALLY not looking forward to Day 3 (jog 25 without walking). Kuddo's to those of you who do marathons...or even worse Ironman's...you are NUTS!

Week 5: Day 1 & 2

Ok, Day 1 and 2 are done. I was nervous going into this week. Today I ran 8 min., walk 5 min and run 8 min. I did it! My heartrate stayed about 153 bpm while running which is good. The 1st couple weeks my heartrate was near 187 while running! I also wasn't totally out of breath..what a change! Pray for me on Friday when I do the 20 minute run without walking!
My pace has slowed a little bit now that I am running longer periods of time:
Running: 5.1
Walking: 3.6
Total miles today was 2 miles and 205 calories.

I have also signed up for dailyburn.com. A friend sent the link to me and if you are interested let me know because if 3 friends sign up then I can get a "pro" membership for 1 month free. The site itself is very nice. You put in your weight, your height and your goals (mine is to lose 50 pounds) and it will tell you how many calories to eat and how long it will take to get to your goal. If I eat 2,000 calories a day I will lose the 50 pounds in 39 weeks...that is about 1.01 pounds a week. I would like to lose it in 1/2 that time but I know that is probably stretching it :). You can also track your exercise, food intake and weight loss. I joined the "lose 50 pound" challenge...dont' know what that will do for me but we will see :). Again, let me know if you are interested or want to check it out...it is completely FREEEEEE!

Week 4: Days 1, 2 & 3

Week 4 is done and I made it. I can actually admit it wasn't too bad. I can also admit that I don't look forward to Week 5 AT ALL....by day 3 of this week the paper says to run/jog WITHOUT WALKING 20 minutes (2 miles). Yikes! I have to do just do one day at a time and not think too much of the next day of training. I will finish this program and I will push myself...that will become very obvious this coming Friday and in the next 3 weeks. Hopefully I will be typing "it wasn't that bad" after Fridays training :). We will see!

Week 3: Day 1, 2 & 3

I was a bit nervous starting this week because it said to jog 3 minutes. The first day wasn't too bad and I was very happy to have finished it. Days 2 and 3 went fine also. Now I am looking ahead to weeks 4 & 5 and am getting nervous again. In week 4 we will jog 5 minute intervals....really that shouldn't be too scary. I have jogged for 20 minutes (2 miles) a couple times while training for the tri last year. 5 minutes should be a piece of cake right? Oh why oh why oh why am I doing this again? I don't think I was built to run....unless someone is chasing me. That is what I am going to think while doing the tri in August...all the people behind me are chasing me...it should work right?
Here are the speeds I have been using for week 3:
Walking 3.5-3.7
Jogging 5.3-5.5
I have been hitting around 2 miles in 25 minutes. We will see what happens when we have to jog 20 minutes coming up in a couple weeks. So far my shins have been ok. The only bad days were right in the beginning. My knees have actually felt better since I have started this and I have lost 3 pounds. I have noticed that my calves have been very tight when doing the 3 minute run so I have to stretch better. I was only stretching when I was done and I think I may have to stretch before I start the 5 minute warm up walk. I know that I have to tackle my eating (portion size) and add another couple days of weights and swimming to my exercise routine to see the weight drop off. Jared has agreed to all my "demands"...I call them goals and rewards :).
20 pounds lost: a new cricut (scrapbookers will understand)
30 pounds lost: a new tri suit or workout clothes for the triathlon this fall
40 pounds lost: a new wardrobe...it would be greatly needed at this point!
50 pounds lost (no, this isn't too much for me to lose...even Sparks.com agree's): a vacation to somewhere WARM next winter....Jared says "anywhere but Disney"...Party Pooper :)
Does anyone else have any goals and rewards (aka DEMANDS)?

Week 2, Day 1, 2 & 3

So, I forgot to hop on here and update on last weeks training. I did it. Thank you for checking....jk.
Actually, Week 2 wasn't as bad as week 1, day 1. That day really was bad- like I would rather be doing anything else but that bad. Luckily, it has gotten better each day I train. Hope it keeps going because Week 4 scares me, Week 5 scares me and Week 6 & 7 seem unattainable at this point.
This week I walked at 3.5 and did the run (or jog compared to the lady RUNNING on the treadmill next to me) at a 5.2. I was able to go 2 -2.1 miles each day in 25 minutes. Hopefully, Week 3 (starts tomorrow) will be ok. I really need to work on my eating this week or everything I am doing is for nothing. I love to eat as much as I hate to run :)....not a good combo! I am excited that in 7 weeks I should be running a 5K. The most I ran while training for my triathlon last year was 2 miles. I never got up to 3 miles. For anyone that thinks they can't do this, please please please know that if I did it (and survived) YOU CAN DO IT TOO. I am hoping to have a kick ass group of women doing the tri this year with me. We will see! Let me know!